I’m guessing you haven’t read chapter 128. It wasn’t uploaded on most manga websites for some reason, read it here, that’s where Tsukiyama froze in that position…and hasn’t moved since then……. for over 12 chapters…. ///cries
and tbh I’m not sure who’s words those were, but it was most likely Kaneki talking to himself as he’s about to awaken, cos he keeps saying “I have to eat, to eat is to protect/to eat is to lose” referring to how he’s always been obsessed with protecting everyone, and also losing his humanity.
I’m not sure about the last phrase tho ”My salvation is just to sleep and have a happy dream”
Does anyone have any theories about it maybe?